jesus
i dreamed i was jesus
floating like a log out to sea
i dreamed i was jesus
the hands of whores caressing my thighs
i dreamed i was jesus
with amnesia in a white desert, cold, barren
i dreamed i was jesus
broadcasting a monday night football game
from a pit of snakes
i dreamed i was jesus
and stood as the sentinel for a morphine-induced crowd
i dreamed i was jesus
australia was my spawn
i dreamed i was jesus the greenskeeper
at a private club in carmel or perhaps chesapeake
i dreamed i was jesus
of all elvis impersonators
i dreamed i was jesus
in a santa claus suit telling dirty jokes
to salvation army bellringers
christ, i laughed as if the weight of the cross
or this damn sack of toys had been taken from my shoulder
i dreamed i was jesus
leader of the black parade
i dreamed i was jesus
and heard marauding armies chant my name
i dreamed i was jesus
with a charles manson swastika carved into my forehead
and a musician's blister on my finger
i dreamed i was jesus the altar boy
paying homage to myself
i dreamed i was jesus the pornographer
adoring flesh hammer
i dreamed i was jesus
my mother, a drunk beauty
and dad, all wrong
i dreamed i was jesus
gnawing on the bones of jeffrey dahmer
i dreamed i was jesus
as a young girl with freckles sprinkled
on her cheeks
i dreamed i was jesus
a rooster in the hen house
a grey ghost in a foxhole
i dreamed i was jesus
on a weekend binge
afraid to take the nails
shouldn't i be allowed to douse my sins in spirits instead?
i dreamed i was jesus in tight red spandex
with a pitchfork and no last name
i dreamed i was jesus
drinking wine from the upturned
skulls of our ancestors
i dreamed i was jesus
looking down from my bloody crucifix
and laughing
i dreamed i was jesus
slowly nodding out in a booth
at an all-night diner
when a waitress nudged my shoulder
i awoke
grunted
and forgave no one |