TS #15 Logo By Haze McElhenny
    2 Poems
    by J. Berk


texas
(to g.p.)


we wished to watch the
wind swept
waters of the gulf of mexico-
the country
of our dreams, of dilettantes
& thieves,
of blue water
and open boats where we'd always
say we'd go
to hide from the yanks or our women
or our lives
&
when we finally got there
finally not fleeing
but just visiting
it was dirty and smelled bad
the beach floor hairy
with marks of shame
condoms
booze bottles
panties
dead bird carcasses
filth
the plastic and business of
modern life
the same as back home
and we didn't cry
but we didn't stay.



american landscape

a poor poor fat girl

    eyes in thrift store glasses

teeth neglected by dentistry

    (money needed instead to pay the cable bill)

wears a stretched holy shirt with the words

    "life's a beach"



french fries float in fetid puddles

    next to dirty pieces of ham

cigarette butts are carried off by industrious ants

    to filthy underground homes

with screaming babies

    everywhere screaming babies



a woman with a face like an old baseball glove

    tied too tight in the back

smokes pack after angry pack

    sitting scowling waiting

for a bus that will never arrive

    to take her to a home that never was



rubbery bloody bandages peel off of

    phantom limbs

and waft lazily down cardiac alleys

    landing happily among the starving children

who gather them and feed them to their dying pet cats

    in a final gesture of good will



cocks caught in oscillating fangs

    are chewed mangled and spit out as

the grecian talking heads glower and glow
bathed in the sick yellow light
always talking always taking always

    wearing make-up always playing make believe



a sad soft and confused warrior

    wears toothpaste-green sweatpants

eats lunch in a train station
slowly picks his teeth with long fingernails
wishes he was going somewhere somewhere

    anywhere anywhere but here



workmen with tumorous bellies hanging

    over soiled jeans install flashing billboards

and advertise their own demise with t-shirts
bearing the logos of the companies
that have bought them and sold them like turkey parts
unfit for human consumption used to feed pigs


shark-infested concrete rivers

    bubble with steel and broken glass past

sign posts crying divided highways

    and we know they sure do mean it

silently attending the 24 hour movie theaters

    we call home.




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