Thunder Sandwich #16
Cherry Hill by Haze McElhenny
      The Girl With Fire-Eyes
      by Chris Killen


      Raymond was a quiet, pale boy. At night he would walk for hours, around the
      edge of the lake, past the ruins of the castle, down streets and alleys.
      Sometimes he would walk down the centre of the town, where kids his age
      would be sitting in the square smoking cigarettes. He needed to go down the
      highstreet to get to the park. He would keep his eyes on the pavement hoping
      they wouldn't notice but nearly always one or two would ride up on bikes and
      block his path.

      'Where are you going, Raymond?' they'd ask. They were boys from his
      school.

      'I don't know,' he'd answer, which was the truth.

      Then they would take the piss out of him in some way or other, maybe
      about his very plain-looking clothes or his long, wispy, uncut hair.
      He found that if he just looked down and didn't say anything they would
      get bored and leave him alone. He wasn't scared of the boys. He didn't
      understand them but he never felt scared by them either. It was the girls
      that scared him. The girls didn't speak, they just looked at him. He could
      feel their eyes following as he walked past, on his way to the park.
      Sometime he would look over and catch a glimpse of them. Their hair was
      shiny and their clothes were tight fitting, showing off their small,
      developing breasts. They would smoke cigarettes and chew gum and laugh at
      the boys on the bikes. Sometimes, a boy and a girl would be kissing and
      Raymond tried hard to imagine what it felt like.

      He could never picture himself talking to those girls. They looked down
      on him, perched like queens, following him with their empty soulless eyes.
      As he got to the top of the park and looked down the path, where it blended
      into the orangey blackness at the bottom of the hill, he would breathe a
      sigh of relief, free from those scary, shiny girls.
      It was a summer night, still light at eight o' clock, and Raymond was
      walking down the path and into the park. He walked slowly, in no hurry.
      Trees lined the edges of the path, casting grey shadows which twitched at
      the branches shook, and he turned left at the bottom, cut across the grass
      and over to the lake.

      There was something about the lake which fascinated him. It's black
      water spread out before him, bigger than a football pitch, would churn and
      crash as if just for him. Most nights he wouldn't see another person in the
      park and if he did, they would walk quickly through, unaware of the lake and
      its magic water, dancing and shaking.
      He sat down on his bench, the one nearest to the water. It was a still
      night, the only sounds came from the road which cut between the park and the
      castle - a faint hum of cars. He sat and waited for it to get dark.

      An hour passed.

      Then he heard something, it sounded like a cough, and a rustling in the
      tall grass behind the bench. He looked over his shoulder and made out a
      small silhouette walking towards him. He froze. It didn't look like one of
      the boys from his school, the shoulders weren't broad enough. It moved with
      grace, almost floated and as it got nearer he could see it was a girl, about
      his age, dressed in jeans and a black buttoned shirt. Her face was pale and
      round and her hair was black and messy, the same deep black as her shirt.
      He couldn't move. She had him pinned with her eyes. They sparked in the
      dusk like no other eyes Raymond had ever seen. She reached his bench and sat
      down next to him, her slim figure just slightly smaller than his. He
      realised that his mouth was hanging open. He closed it.
      Up close, her eyes were even more intense. He couldn't tell if they were
      red or blue or green or anything. They shone like lamps, lighting up his
      soul.

      He managed to break away from them and looked down at the grass, his
      heart racing. Despite this, he didn't feel scared. He knew, somehow, that
      she wasn't like the girls in the square or the girls in his school.
      They sat in silence for a few minutes. The longer it went on, the less
      strange it felt and slowly Raymond began to feel at ease again. He glanced
      quickly at the girl and then back down at the floor. She was looking out at
      the lake and a pale light from somewhere was shining on her cheek. Her skin
      was pure and smooth. Her lips were pink and small and curled in a smile.
      He looked at her again, longer this time, and she turned her head to
      face him - eyes shooting out fire. His heart pounded. She was pretty, magic, perfect.
      She started laughing. He looked at the floor, confused.

      'You look so scared,' she said.

      Raymond tried to think. He wasn't scared. He wasn't sure what he was.
      'I like your eyes,' he said.

      'Thank you.' She smiled wider and jiggled her legs, swinging her feet.

      Raymond smiled too. Every nerve in his body was tingling. He felt
      different, burning with excitement.

      'You seem sad,' she caught his eye, piercing him.

      He nodded. He told her about his school, about the boys and girls and
      how he felt different to everyone. As he told her, it all fell away from
      him, he didn't care anymore. She smiled again.

      'What's your name?' he asked.

      She didn't answer. Instead she reached over and took his hand in hers.
      It felt very warm. Sparks shot up his arm to his brain. She shuffled up the
      bench until she was right next to him and he could feel the warmness of her
      leg, pressing against his. She leant forward, her fire-eyes got nearer until
      they were burning him, and then she kissed him. His head swam as her hand
      curled around his neck, under his hair. Her tongue pushed against his lips
      and he open them and the fire flooded in, like love or sunlight. The lake
      and the stars and the bench span and they kissed and kissed. He was nothing,
      a speck of a star in the sky, burned up by this perfect black-haired angel.
      He brushed her pale cheek with his hand and his thoughts melted like
      ice-cream .. just love & fire & relief & understanding.

      They finished kissing and Raymond sighed a long happy sigh. He lay his
      head down in her soft, warm lap and slept.

      Raymond woke. His face was touching the rough wood of the bench. He sat
      up, not sure what time it was. He was cold. The lake was black, the sky dark
      and star-pricked. He looked at his watch. It was twelve o' clock. He got up
      and left the park.

      That night, on his walk home, Raymond didn't feel sad. His legs and arms
      sang as he walked. He didn't look down at his feet or the pavement. He
      looked up at the sky and the stars and his mind shone and sparkled with new
      possibilities.

    Thunder Sandwich
    ISSN: 1534-4037
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